Moving
mountains with small deeds
I thought the day
would never end. I honestly hoped that it never would.
You look into those kids’ eyes and you realize some
truths inside of you that have always been just there, waiting
to exhale. Then you tell yourself ‘I know this is something
that I want to keep on doing forever.’
Interacting with
kids.
Giving them foods.
Helping them.
Guiding them.
Having fun with them.
Reading stories for them.
Helping put a smile on their faces.
Giving them a high five.
My heart could
go on and on with the list.
I wasn’t
born to an affluent family, but we ate more than five times
a day. I got everything that I would ever need and want. Life
has always been good to me. And my mother, who continues to
live as my example, has taught me well that I grew up never
asking for more than what was enough. And spending time with
these kids breaks my heart knowing that I’ve always
been so much blessed all my life. Being the epitome of empathic
artistry (as my friends call me), I keep on wishing that one
day I could give and do more.
At least this summer
has opened windows of opportunities for me to be able to ACTUALLY
do something, NO MATTER how SMALL it may be. I keep on telling
myself, no one can feed the whole world even if one tries,
but at least I could start from somewhere. And I think this
summer internship has given me the chance to actually start
somewhere.
Doing all these
things that we do, even if they’re not exactly BIG things
and knowing that I am taking part in doing something for a
greater cause is like affirming to myself that indeed this
is how I want to spend the rest of my life. Because if I ever
get the chance to do such, I would then live and die knowing
that I have lived my life to the fullest. Not only for myself,
but for God and for those whom He loves.
For the long-run,
I just want to make something of myself so I could be able
to do and give more. I’ve always hated it when my academics
interfere with my learning, but I realized this is the one
place where I have to start to be able to get somewhere, furthermore
to be able to do all the greater things which I keep on dreaming
I’d be able to do.
My faith tells
me that one day, I would move mountains for Thee. All it takes
is passion and of course equally compassionate and zealous
people just like eleven other wonderful individuals whom I
am currently spending my fun-filled summer with.
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